Who am I?!

As I changed hands, you were destined to be born
As you passed away, I made your doom
Days you worked hard for me, I lived near your heart
Days you slept lazy, from your life I went apart
Made you cry when i'm lost
And smile when i'm found in the frost
In my dreams you spent a lot
Without me you cant even depart
For your love, love me too than it does to you
Your dad earns you that it belongs to you
A day without me can make you frown
And the day with me can take you to throne

P.S :- who am I.... any guess...
          Yea, money.

Nothing is there wihout money...
People say "smile costs nothing" its not true...
You were here on this planet because your parents paid money to the doctor. :)

Haiku TaTtOo...

Every one of those million needles
That tore and filled the ink in my skin,
I felt happy thinking of you my princess

 

#HaikuForYou 

The blue angel...

Like an angel you drag me into your trance

With the eyes blue like the amazing sky

My soul from the bottom started to dance

In happiness my heart, here fly

Abided places in the valley you take me to

Deep down lnto the oceans you let me dive through

As I see the beneath thats un explored its blue

Serenity hence forth is all what I saw through

Like the waves of of a stormy sea

Your hair curls down till the end

Seeing it I shall forever be

Like a knight to you I shall defend

Forever I shall be in your dreams

Forever I shall be in your dreams

P.s : My first ever sonnet atrempt

I FlY...

Looking down in amazement I see
From up the edge of the cliff I set myself free
I jump like a grasshoper in to the endless sea
With my wings wide open from now I be me

Up in the clouds up so high
Like a shooting star here I fly
With my tail as a rudder
To the left in the ocean so far
And the endless winds that roar

To the future that I see
I fly to the land thats unseen
To find a new identity called me
Peace, love and affection is what I need

In the summer I fly like a blaze
And the rains wet like a drizzle
Snow make me white like a flake
spring gave me hope for the new

There were empires under me as I look down
Filled with the trees so lush green
Soon I enter the land of un known
And here I proclaim im the king of my own

P.S : a small attempt

Hasta la victoria siempre...

Started oozing the love of mine
I lay here with nothing but pain
As I keep on remembering all my life
There were nothing but tears and grief

Some more minutes and I know am gonna leave this world
Fly like an angel to the heavens which cant be sold
Pushing myself free from this planet of uncertainity
Let my death make you confirm that I love you till that infinity

You made my heart rupture with a thorn
And I made my soul free so that I can again be born
Not like a looser the next time I will be
But like a knight with a sharp sword il let you free

Blood you see in this and love I see
Desperate you say and for respect I say
Not all the dreams come true what so ever
But till victory I live forever

Now me, may be you tomorrow
But let there be one for you that can be in sorrow
Seizing this moment here I close my eyes
Think again before you open my dairy once

Oh my dear, here im invisible
Always by your side seeing you I cremble
Played and lost the game of love thats inevitable
Accepted the loss im undenaiable

P.s :- This post is dedicated to all the people who couldnt get their love and suicided... R.I.P your souls

SoMe RanDom WorDs...

I trust you, and I still trust you
Though you ignore me I still love you
I wanna be with you, I still wanna be with you
Even you call me a nerd I still love you

You know it makes me cry so hard
When you ignore and still say I don't
My heart loves, but my logic think
May be logic wins, but my heart lives!!

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May be I will speak to you with heart
But remember its already hurt
May be for now I stopped speaking
Doesn't mean that I will stop loving

I love you till I die
And that's what I can say til I'm alive
Believe  it or not go to hell
But its true as deep as a deepest well

P.S :- some of lines with my coffee mug...

THe leFt pOeM....

Sitting under this tree I speak to myself
Rumblings of the storm can portray my life
Every drop of it reminds me of a tear
Every second is moving like its an year

Drenched in the rain so lonley I cry
Left my heart away I let it to fly
Lost its wings and fell in thorns
Killed itself it couldnt take pain upon

Groped like a satans claw, came the solitariness
Tore my soul apart, draged me into emptiness
In my dear's dream I live
As long as my soul survive

Worse grew to worst
And my heart became hard
As long as you hate
Grows my love

An unfilled or... rather to be said.. when am in trance.. :)

HDR of wet petals.,.

When the rain falls on my skin
And make me blossom beautifully..
I wil be a flower...

IgNore... #Haiku

If ignoring is the only thing you feel
Do that atleast, because I will be happy
For you have atleast that, and it is real

#Haiku

I LoVe mY bLoG... <3

No poem or no post to write
Stuck with no idea, I sit
Seeing my empty blog is killing my sight
Something or the other therfore I decided to write

No idea what am writing
No idea what am thinking
No idea what am reading
But still my hands kept moving

Wrote two paragraphs already I stare
Not so meaningful but bizzare
I never thought this will happen I swear
As my blog keeps on saying "you look at me rare"

Dont know what my blog kept me till now
Dont know why it attracts me more than my llve
But one thing I can say for now
I gave birth, made it see this world till now

I have been its father, mother a brother and a sister
I have seen it as starved and a star
I have lived woth it hours together
Made my smile, which I will never forget forever

India...

Like a necklace on the neck of a woman
Like a sword of god from heaven
Is our india in the vast oceans..

#Haiku

The choclate lips...

Your choclate lips
Soft like butter, sweet like sugar
Make go crazy, my sweetheart daisy    <3

#Haiku

The regret...

Linked like a chain, my life is
So hard that I couldnt bear this
Not a single day I can say I lived
Not a single moment I can say I was dead

Fought my battle of life like a soilder
Built my house of heart like a labour
But as it was told nothing lasts forever
I lay down with everything with my arms open wider

Scars remind me that I have a past to remember
To my destiny here by I want to surender
Thought I would shape my future
But the but my past keeps on running like a hunter

Clouded was my life like storm in hunger
Struck was my life in web of a spider
Harder I try more I loose
Deeper the thought more I ooze

Controlling my tears from the past 20years
Cant any more so crying like a looser
The more I push the more I got pulled
The more I tried the more it hurted

Left everything to the destiny I lay
With this broken heart now I pray
From now atleast il do what I say
Trust me my life il make you proud I say

Its just you...

You're my eye
You're my vein
You're the one that flows in every part of mine
You're my heart
You're my pulse
You're the one who makes my foot go tick tok in rain
You're my hand
You're my breath
You're the only one that can see my pain
You're my nerve
You're my love
You're the one for whom I still remain

#ForYou

Be my fuel...

You lit my heart nd it ignited
Be the fuel for burning
Else it will turn to ashes

#HaikuForMyHeart

Lost..

Boomed like a lightening of a thousand suns
touched for the 1st time your lips on mine
from the tip stimulating all my nerves
my eyes left closed feeling so insane

sweet was the moment i imagined
gone was the love i expected
memories were the things that kept hanging
on the wall of my heart that burning

abided in the deepest places of my soul
were only you and you but nothing at all
mistake if done could'av been forgiven
but left me and went away in this hell forbidden


                                                     

nothing but tears even they get over some day
but getting you back is impossible any day
 in our memories i take these 1200 micrograms
sleep well in the trance i lay in your dreams

dont know when will i regan myself back
will i or never is also a question mark
darkness over the day makes me feel more sad
that another day is lost thinking about you I feel bad

Searched were the places where you come and go
met were the people whom you talk and know
no use but a thing im happy is for
atleast you are happy like a diamond forever...

My love....

Who are you?

How will you be?

Every night in my dream you make me see

You’re beautiful eyes and that honey dew lips

But never show your beautiful face intact and free

I know you’ll some day

But when and how? Is it going to be my last day?

Want you here right now before me

Your beautiful hair with curls like whirls

With those eyes bright like the blue skies

Holding my hands tight and soft

And you’re voice like a morning breeze

So cool touching my heart

I feel like melting butter

It’s very sad when I think of you

Because I’m missing every moment without you

My bed is lost in sleep and I’m feeling insomniac

Seeing the seasons pass by from past 3years

Am still waiting for you

Searching in every possible way

On the planet and in eternal dreams that I dream

Even in the silence just to here your voice

I stand still here now and forever…

Am sorry... :'(

You Know I hate quarreling with you

And I expect the same with you

Don’t know why am in this solitude

Just to say I can’t be with you?

I say yes, but my heart says no

Only because without you I can’t move

Why don’t you call me?

If it’s the attitude that’s killing

Then take a knife and sue me

Without you my life won’t be lonely

But I guarantee you that It won’t be complete

I just want to say you to remember one thing

The song, we wrote and the fights we fought

The texts we did and the prayers we prayed

Will not just end in one day

But it takes a life time for me to regret the mistakes I did

Shut up da, I know you want to speak

But then why do you wait for me to poke?

I’m shy to do it all the time

People start thinking I’m torturing you.

 Waiting for your one little poke

Will wait and wait until I can’t resist…

I know you’ll definitely will

Awaiting your reply here I stand still….

I give up......

Oh baby am so sorry for what i've done
It's hell without you and am already in
Is the infatuation that played with my brain?
Or your dreams that i'm lost in

Are you the one which i saw you in that mall
In the hall and on my bed sitting on my couch?
It's so annoying that i should now i should stand still
On my own with out your support , On the wall of the angel's hell

Deep below buried in me
is the land of agony
which is now bursting out, in the form of tears
And Loneliness reigns by royal decree.

Am now without an answer, no not even a clue
Should i wait or wake from this dream of you
This is a torment that i cant fight anymore
My tears were out and i can't cry anymore

I thought you would be with me
Till the end of the sun and moon's light in the night
But i came to know that it's just a dream in twilight
That can never ever be cherished even though i fight