Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

SoMe RanDom WorDs...

I trust you, and I still trust you
Though you ignore me I still love you
I wanna be with you, I still wanna be with you
Even you call me a nerd I still love you

You know it makes me cry so hard
When you ignore and still say I don't
My heart loves, but my logic think
May be logic wins, but my heart lives!!



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May be I will speak to you with heart
But remember its already hurt
May be for now I stopped speaking
Doesn't mean that I will stop loving

I love you till I die
And that's what I can say til I'm alive
Believe  it or not go to hell
But its true as deep as a deepest well

P.S :- some of lines with my coffee mug...

THe leFt pOeM....

Sitting under this tree I speak to myself
Rumblings of the storm can portray my life
Every drop of it reminds me of a tear
Every second is moving like its an year

Drenched in the rain so lonley I cry
Left my heart away I let it to fly
Lost its wings and fell in thorns
Killed itself it couldnt take pain upon

Groped like a satans claw, came the solitariness
Tore my soul apart, draged me into emptiness
In my dear's dream I live
As long as my soul survive

Worse grew to worst
And my heart became hard
As long as you hate
Grows my love

An unfilled or... rather to be said.. when am in trance.. :)

IgNore... #Haiku

If ignoring is the only thing you feel
Do that atleast, because I will be happy
For you have atleast that, and it is real

#Haiku

AliVe In yOuR aRmZzZzZ....

Il heel the wound your heart faced
Il make your every cell  rejuvenate
Cry with tears of sweat in happiness
I lie beside to protect you my princess

Il kiss you like a prince of heaven
Make you the princess of my heart thats barren
Let you be the queen of your world
If you want me the prince you dreamed

Il awake every inch of your body
Il make your heart rejoice like no body
Lost in your love, I spread my arm
wide for you to come and fill it firm

Every instinct of your's make me alive
Like a new born fish in waters below
Tickling all the way from top to bottom
You make me happy more than a ton

I LoVe mY bLoG... <3

No poem or no post to write
Stuck with no idea, I sit
Seeing my empty blog is killing my sight
Something or the other therfore I decided to write

No idea what am writing
No idea what am thinking
No idea what am reading
But still my hands kept moving

Wrote two paragraphs already I stare
Not so meaningful but bizzare
I never thought this will happen I swear
As my blog keeps on saying "you look at me rare"

Dont know what my blog kept me till now
Dont know why it attracts me more than my llve
But one thing I can say for now
I gave birth, made it see this world till now

I have been its father, mother a brother and a sister
I have seen it as starved and a star
I have lived woth it hours together
Made my smile, which I will never forget forever

India...

Like a necklace on the neck of a woman
Like a sword of god from heaven
Is our india in the vast oceans..

#Haiku

The regret...

Linked like a chain, my life is
So hard that I couldnt bear this
Not a single day I can say I lived
Not a single moment I can say I was dead

Fought my battle of life like a soilder
Built my house of heart like a labour
But as it was told nothing lasts forever
I lay down with everything with my arms open wider

Scars remind me that I have a past to remember
To my destiny here by I want to surender
Thought I would shape my future
But the but my past keeps on running like a hunter

Clouded was my life like storm in hunger
Struck was my life in web of a spider
Harder I try more I loose
Deeper the thought more I ooze

Controlling my tears from the past 20years
Cant any more so crying like a looser
The more I push the more I got pulled
The more I tried the more it hurted

Left everything to the destiny I lay
With this broken heart now I pray
From now atleast il do what I say
Trust me my life il make you proud I say

A cause...

It was nearly 9.30am and I was just about to start to the college when suddenly I came to know its a strike...

I got a thought.. why do people strike!
For their selfish reasons.?
Are politicians a main cause for the strikes that happen mostly in country?
Whay do people gt by doing strikes?
Why should a common man suffer a lot for just one reason in society?

     Mainly in a country like India, where its impossible to maintain the law and order, these strikes make common man suffer even more. The politicians.. parties.. unions.. caste issues... religious issues.. every thing is a reason for a strike.
   On an average its been proven that less than 5% of the strikes were successful. And more than 90% of the strikes affect the stomach of a common man.
   Politics is a main reason that I think make most of the strikes. These so called "leaders" never "lead" but they became poisonous "lead" for the society. I dont want to critise the leaders. But what they do?

1. Provoke people
2. show them some money or alcohol or some other thing and pull them
3. "Manifesto" which is filled with nothing but things which are impossible!
3. Provoke them with their caste

And if they loose?
Come on... our politicians never had sportive spirit! They strt showing that the ruling party is wrong "always wrong"
If the opposite party gives some rationed provisions to the poor.. they start saying "quality less" rather why dont they help governement in supplying qualitied products?
Why dont they be with the governement and make rulig more safe, secure, useful, and helpful to allclasses of the society.?
No!! Our politicians want power, money and following..
They just can kill people for power, scam money for their off spring and following forntheir survival.

Change! Its just a common word in ourcounty. No one ever changes. Infact yea they change... if some one shows you more money... or gives you a beter thing.

I wanna say allnof you who readnjust one thing.
Change.. this time for god
Change.. our politicians for better society
Change.. our society for beter living
And change living the living just for you :)

I love my country... and hope you also does it.
I may not be able to go and change all... atleast am happy that I changed some of people around me. Start now.. for a better you.. for a better place for your kids.

Jay.

Its just you...

You're my eye
You're my vein
You're the one that flows in every part of mine
You're my heart
You're my pulse
You're the one who makes my foot go tick tok in rain
You're my hand
You're my breath
You're the only one that can see my pain
You're my nerve
You're my love
You're the one for whom I still remain

#ForYou

Be my fuel...

You lit my heart nd it ignited
Be the fuel for burning
Else it will turn to ashes

#HaikuForMyHeart

Haiku... for you...

For your love I wait...
Forever I remain alone on this planet
Just for you to say I love you

#HaikuForYou

Lost..



Boomed like a lightening of a thousand suns
touched for the 1st time your lips on mine
from the tip stimulating all my nerves
my eyes left closed feeling so insane

sweet was the moment i imagined
gone was the love i expected
memories were the things that kept hanging
on the wall of my heart that burning

abided in the deepest places of my soul
were only you and you but nothing at all
mistake if done could'av been forgiven
but left me and went away in this hell forbidden


                                                     



nothing but tears even they get over some day
but getting you back is impossible any day
 in our memories i take these 1200 micrograms
sleep well in the trance i lay in your dreams

dont know when will i regan myself back
will i or never is also a question mark
darkness over the day makes me feel more sad
that another day is lost thinking about you I feel bad

Searched were the places where you come and go
met were the people whom you talk and know
no use but a thing im happy is for
atleast you are happy like a diamond forever...



Forgive me.....

Broken is my heart into million pieces
Burnt is my body into billion ashes
Even then my soul keeps breathing
Juz for the dears forgiveness its waiting
#MusingMondays

When you say nothing at all

When you say nothing at all
I feel something is wrong
I feel like asking you to hold my hand
Feel my love
Let us vanish from this world of misery
And fly to the sky so vast
Just you and me

:D                                                 

No more words.. look into my eyes
Come on now dont waste time lets fly high
High up above in the air

P.s :- This post is a part of Write Over the Weekend, an initiative for Indian Bloggers by BlogAdda

From delhi with dream... to mandi with memories... a road trip :)

Deep down somewhere hidden in the memories of me lies a road trip that I dreamed of after completing my graduation...
But it happened to be more memorable than what I dreamed of...
                           It was nearly 10am. And I suddenly got a call from the volkswagen showroom saying that the passat I booked was expected to get delivered by 2pm in the afternoon. I was so excited and took my friends sanjay and tej along with me. To take my new german black monster onto the lush black roads of india.
                         As my parents live near himachal, we decided to surprise my parents directly taking it near them, as they never knew that their eldest son would buy a german car for them. My dad who works for the indian governement never owned a car but he always used to say.."my elder son will be so successful that he will be able to afford a car"
                       We 1st took the car to a near by church and got it blessed. Both of my friends were so happy for me as I was the 1st one to dare a buy worth 20lakh. They never asked me for a treat rather asked me for a road trip. We went to the petrol bunk and got my monster's stomach filled... and started for himachal.
                       Mandi was the place where my parents live which is nearly 500km away from delhi. It was nearly 5.30pm and we finally enterd the national highway 1 (NH1) from the bye pass crossing our old college which took back us to our memories and the car to the destination
                   We started discussing about the performance of the car and we changed turns in driving for the 1st experience. We once rolled back our college days when we used to dream of racing in ferrari's on the same road walked miles on our foot laughing, fighting, discussing.. what not everything friends can do on roads.
                   Me, sanjay and tej were best buddies since our childhood days and we grew up together in the same school same college but in different companies as of now. Remembered everything in our road trip our childhood memories they both slept and i was left alone thinking and driving on the highway till my car reached a place.. very special to me
                chandigarh... the city of pride.. which left me the memory of my 1st love 1st kiss and my 1st party. Stopped in sector 68 we had a nice shake from a local parlour... and got my beast refilled again till its stomach reached its brim again. As I passed through the easy phase of the journey now its time for me to even ride on the most difficult roads in the country. NATIONAL HIGHWAY 21
                It was nearly 50km passed from chandigarh and was already night we decided to have our dinner in between the way. While turning onto the road which leads to mandi suddenly came a truck racin towards my brand new car. The things went upside down. Every milli second I tried to steer it away from the truck was like a millenia for me. It raced like a train on a track without even changing its path... those 5 secs I was blank... closed my eyes and just steered it away from the disaster thats ahead of me.
             It passed away and I stopped my vehicle on the road parked it and came out... emotions were so strongly filled in my heart at that time that I yelled out loud into the valley thats beside us. Sanjay came out shouting "wtf!!" I was yelling like a mad man left in a jungle. Tej came calmed me down and we were back to journey again.
           As am not used to these roads driving tej took incharge of driving and we were speaking about our current situaions.. as for me now im in love with someone who is 7 years elder to me... and I revealed it to them during discussion. They were so shocked and speechless that they started to stare at me. I said "life is not about finding someone, but finding someone who can love you atmost" they were congratulating me as we completed our dinner and went on the final yet more pain taking roads of the country.
          I called up my dad at 1am in the night and asked if he could stay awake for a while speaking to me. As we moved slowly on the ghat roads of himachal we reached mandi... welcomed by the temple of bhiuli we stopped I front of our small yet cute home on the edge of the mountain so high... I asked dad to come out once on the phone.
        As he opened the door I hugged him and the tears rolled down my eyes. Dad asked what hapened. And I kept the keys in his hand and said dad this is for you. He was in complete dielama and happiness that he didnot even sleep for whole night. But sitting with us and laughing..
        The next day when mom woke up early in morning she was surprised to see our new family member and felt really happy... atleast in my life I fulfilled a dream of my dad as I never did what he wanted from me. And happines I saw in their eyes was something I call "priceless"
The memories that I remembered, the gift that I gifted my dad, the ride with my friends, the near miss with thetruck in between, the truth that I revealed to my friends, and the dream come true for me and my dad has made this trip most memorable. "The best road trip ever"
         The car might worth lakhs... which i earned sweating. But happiness you see in your parents when their dreams come true because of their son/daughter is PRICELESS
Dream and let it come true
Sweat and let it come for you
Run until it stops for you
Beat until its happy for you

p.s :- this post is written under the IndiBlogger contest of  Ambipur The Perfect Road Trip

nature91 :- Quarter moon....(day#53 of 91)

Moon....
As we know it's the only natural satellite of earth which helps earth revolve and rotate in it's own orbit with out any disturbances...

Parameters :-

Camera :- Canon E1000d
F-Stop :- f/2
Exposure time :- 1/7.3sec.
ISO Speed :- ISO 1200
Focal length :- 7mm
Max aperture :- 3.75
Representation :- sRGB
Resolution :- 180dpi(horizontal) / 180dpi(vertical)


P.S :- Post posted under Nature91

22 days... edge of beark up... and whispers of love made us live together.... It's "US"

well.....

Yesterday i.e., 28th nov, 2011 was the 22nd day of my relationship... and it's the most wonderful night I've ever experienced as a teen with his girl friend on phone...

The reality went like this...

day before yesterday we had a really long night together texting on phone and slept at 4am i guess...
We were normal till the afternoon... she texted "am having luch now break.. did you have?"
I said "Am shopping with cousin and had some chicken"
I got no reply...

In the evening something suddenly went on my mind and all of a while she suddenly said "catcha after a while"

I was literally to say PISSED OFF...!!

Then after an hour she texted me back saying "sorry :( mom was on phone :("
I was so mad(went nuts) that i texted her "call or catch me after every thing gets over. may be we can talk tomorrow or day after, good night"

She texted me back saying "what can i do if dad was on phone with mom?"
I said her "ok listen am not pissed off... am sick, am damn busy. i'll catcha tomorrow. good night. love you(i didn't feel anything while i wrote the above love you. am sorry)"

After 10 minutes i got a text... "you didn't feel what?"

In the mean time i scolded myself for short temper.. wept a while and to forget i made a cut on my palm... it started bleeding...

I replied her "wait a min. hand is bleeding. feeling vertigo"

I really felt loosing her at that instant... i loved her so much and am so stupid to get such angry for such small issue....

Then i called her... she was like crying... i said "am realy sorry for what had happened... and for the 1st time on phone with lottza guts i whispered I LOVE YOU... she said "Po da"(which meant get lost) i again said her sorry and then she said ok.. we'll text... let's not talk now

She texted me back "listen it's just 22nd day of our relationship and you were angry on me? we still have 3000days to get together.. are you sure you can make up with me? im sure i can give up anything...be frank. can you?"

we got together really well... and finally it's 12am.. everyone is sleeping in our both the places...
she sleeps with her mom and i sleep alone in my room... so i got some privacy to whisper something.. rather than talking....

She texted me "hey i'll call you and i wont speak... please sing a song for me"
I said i can just whisper...she was like "ok.. whisper i love you... i will call"

Frankly i thought Jeez... what the hell is wrong with us...!! we are alright now...

She called me... i said "i love you"
... then she whispered slowly "say some thing.."
i said "i love you" again...
then she asked me to kiss her through the phone...
i said ok and kissed my phone...
she laughed and said "po da" again...!!
Then she said "love you too..." in such a sweet voice that tears rolled out of my eyes
i said "fuck you" to my self in a low voice and disconnected the call...
and then we texted for some time

She said me that " your voice is ...y"(guess you people know that word :p :p :p)
I said "thank you and your 'love you too...' made my day :p"


We again called and dared whispering on phone...!! we don't know what we spoke... because we spoke something that only love knows...


I love you kutty... i'll never leave you and make you cry...! muahh muuahhh.....!


P.S :- this is just a beginning... I'll let you know what ever happens in my relationship my blog...!! because after my girl friend i love you so much...! :p

My love....


Who are you?
How will you be?

Every night in my dream you make me see
You’re beautiful eyes and that honey dew lips
But never show your beautiful face intact and free
I know you’ll some day
But when and how? Is it going to be my last day?

Want you here right now before me
Your beautiful hair with curls like whirls
With those eyes bright like the blue skies
Holding my hands tight and soft
And you’re voice like a morning breeze
So cool touching my heart
I feel like melting butter

It’s very sad when I think of you
Because I’m missing every moment without you
My bed is lost in sleep and I’m feeling insomniac
Seeing the seasons pass by from past 3years

Am still waiting for you
Searching in every possible way
On the planet and in eternal dreams that I dream
Even in the silence just to here your voice
I stand still here now and forever…

nature91 :- Maa...(day#45 of 91)

Maa....

I got no words to explain mother's love...
Because it's infinite, it's in-numerous, it's ever lasting...
And it's  inexpressible...

I want to post it under nature 91 because mother's love cannot be compared just like nature....

I used my Xperia @ 5mp mode to click this image...

P.S :- Post posted under nature 91
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